silent riot

Silent Riot I was only five and six You had to take away My only innocence There was nothing I could say Nothing I could do Absolutely nothing You didn’t care I was never something I was your toy I was your little girl Hands were always on me Everything changed in a swirl Once I was careless Once I was free Once I was innocent Once I was me Anger pulses in my veins Hurt pumps my heart Revenge is my only thought Hate is my art Your hands were always on me I didn’t understand That you were using me I never got a lending hand I never got an ear I never got an eye I never had a voice Her hands are nigh I didn’t know what to do So I kept quiet Holding everything in I was a silent riot My dad was working My mom was a drunk I had no one to go to My being sunk I was only five and six You put down your crucifix Just to destroy my innocence Anything left of a childhood Once I was vulnerable Once I was happy Once I was innocent But you had to change that You couldn’t let me go I was your treasure You had to continue I was your hidden pleasure You could never let me go Not without a mark I had to be your property All light was lost I was confused About the world and life You knew this I was on the edge of a knife You were supposed to be the adult I was the victim You’re a female It was supposed to be him With the grief at home And at school I began to give up I began to drown in the pool I needed an escape But I was lost No one would help me Freezing in the frost I was only five and six You threw away your crucifix Lust to end a childhood Nothing left to this innocence Now I see The cunt you are But I still hold a grudge Your hands went too far I can’t forgive and forget For what you did My hear is blackened By the touch of your bid You’re the monster that created me You’re the reason I hate me You’re why I have a scorched soul Just die and let me be I was only five and six You burned your crucifix Loved to desecrate innocence